Dear Father, help me to not grumble when You lead me to my personal bitter water. Help me to pray, to praise Your Name, to look to You. Thank You that in fact those are the times You reveal Yourself to me. Lord, work in me through Your Holy Spirit that I may have this deep desire in me to know You more. Give me discernment that my disappointments are in fact Your appointments, to make Yourself known to me. In Jesus' Name, amen.